Authenticity, Doing Church, Seeing Jesus, Worship Design, Tech Nerds Are CoolAugust 25, 2009 8:07 pm

June 2006 seems like a long time ago. I’ve had two kids since then. And moved to another county. Then I was 25; now I’m 28. 28 seems much older. In June 2006, The Vine was an idea. A concept. A vision. A burden for specific people in a specific community that seemed rural and undeveloped. Everything definitive about the organization was contained in a 5 page Word document. But the prospects were huge. I knew without a doubt that the vision in David’s heart was God-inspired, and I couldn’t believe I was getting the chance to be a part of it. Everything was surreal.

I remember being nervous about pre-launch meetings…would anyone come? What would they be like? I remember literally praying that God would send computer-savvy people to be on our team, and that (in my introvertedness) I’d meet them…and lo and behold, Kris Jones showed up at the first meeting (thank you, Jesus.)

I remember our first Christmas Eve service in December ’06, an attempt to turn a fish-camp-looking golf pavilion into a worship center. Let’s just say we tried really hard. We had a really cool video that was half of the message…great idea until we lost power in half of the building. Lights out. Projector out. Everyone turning awkwardly to look at one projector across the room. Our first “real” service on Easter ’07 wasn’t much better, from a technical standpoint. We weren’t set up until the very last minute so the band hardly ever practiced, and we had major video issues…again. But somehow I managed to not pull my hair out and continued to learn…because I believed in the vision. I believed in the vision when I hauled our 50-pound Mac Pro and cumbersome 20” flat screen all the way from Loganville, every week. I believed in the vision when I had to schedule different worship leaders and an entire band every week for 3 months before we found Gregg. I believed in the vision when we stacked 900 bazillion chairs in the black box, week after week. I believed in the vision when we no longer fit, and had to scramble to come up with a plan for overflow. I believed in the vision when we decided to have a family Easter festival the day before Easter, and 1,000 people showed up. That was one busy weekend. We believed in the vision enough to sell our house and move our kids to Braselton. I believed in the vision enough to leave my secular job – which I loved – and risk moving to a new job, just to be closer to Braselton. I believe in the vision enough to use all of my “free” time to make sure Sunday mornings are as excellent as possible. Sometimes I believe in the vision to the point of tears. And though the vision is about people, and a church is not a facility but a group of people, something about opening a facility felt like fulfillment of a dream. Not that we’ve arrived – nor will we ever – but it’s a great next step. It will enable us to take more next steps. It will enable us to reach more people, and become a hub for ministry throughout the community. It remains surreal. And when I look back on the nights I’ve questioned everything, and wondered why I was here and if it was all worth it – I know that it was. And it continues to be. Every life that is redeemed and restored – every person who lives in freedom – makes it worth it. Every single life that is changed because they enter into a relationship with Jesus makes it worth it, over and over again. Salvation never gets less exciting!

And though it would seem that our fun new equipment and nice chairs in the new worship center are most exciting to me, they are not. I’m most excited for our children. As I lay awake Saturday night, all I could think about was the likelihood that our children will meet Jesus in this place. Each Sunday they’ll learn about Him there, and worship him corporately there. The Kidzu worship room is my favorite place in the entire facility, because the kids get to sing and dance and worship, and be EXCITED about Jesus! I’m so thankful that our kids have a place to learn and grow and have fun under the leadership of adults who love Jesus. I couldn’t believe what I saw when I visited Kidzu Worship on Sunday – the atmosphere was electric and the Spirit was so clearly present – and I am thankful. Thankful for a place where we can fill people up and send them out into a hurting world to be Jesus for people…to be the church as it was intended…and gather on the weekends to celebrate who God is and all that He has done.

Praying that the name of Jesus is always lifted high, above all other things,
Rebecca





Authenticity, Doing Church, Seeing Jesus, Worship DesignAugust 17, 2009 9:55 pm

I’m so excited/nervous/grateful/apprehensive/undeserving/ecstatic/overwhelmed/and downright giddy about opening the new facility at The Vine this weekend that I almost can’t think straight. :D

If you live in the Braselton/Jefferson/Flowery Branch/Winder/Hoschton area, please come check it out! Also, if you have any friends who live in that area, make sure to invite them! 9:30am & 11:00am

UncategorizedAugust 15, 2009 8:39 pm

“Jaxson, I make you a easter bunny!!!”
(I wish you could hear her intonation.)
Poor little guy…

Authenticity, Parenting 8:24 pm

T has this awesome dress that my friend Candice made, and I dressed her in it for school on Friday.

When we were just about to get out of the car, she exclaimed, “Mommy! I taked the ribbons out!”
She was SO proud of herself!!!

I wasn’t sure if I should laugh or cry, so I just took pictures.
Here she is saying, “I taked the ribbons out, mommy!”

Authenticity, RandomnessAugust 12, 2009 10:04 pm

We’d make a reality show, but the cameras couldn’t keep up.

1:17am Waah waah waah. Hungry. Fell asleep in the chair.
4:15am Waah waah waah. Hungry again.
4:45am Beep beep beep. Awake. Shower.
5:15am Wake up husband.
5:17am Check email.
5:20am Child #1.
5:25am Child #2.
5:30am Peepee potty. Two M&Ms. New Pull-Up.
5:35am Two pony tails, a ribbon, and a hairbow.
5:40am Child #3. New clothes. New Diaper. Meds.
5:45am Peel & slice apples for kids. Finish packing lunches.
5:50am Not enough milk for Tanner. Awesome…guess I’ll be buying some at school.
5:52am Toasting an English Muffin.
5:55am 5 packed bags, 2 lunches, and 2 kids in the car.
5:58am Kiss child #1. Tech roll call: Cell phone? Check. Jump Drive? Check. Ipod? Check. Camera? Check. Flip Video? Check.
6:00am Exiting R-Park. Opened sunroof before accelerating enough and water dripped on my shoulders.
6:06am Iced coffee. I’m an addict.
6:08am Huh. Detour in the intersection.
6:12am Calling mama.
6:17am Desert Song.
6:23am New Bethany Dillon.
6:28am Derek Webb. I so wish I could go to that concert September 22nd, but thinking that’s not gonna happen.
6:30am Arrive at daycare. Feed the baby.
6:42am Texting about church questions.
6:45am Putting T’s shoes and socks on for the second time today.
6:47am Dropping off child #2 and #3. #3’s happy. #2’s not; Tears.
6:49am Still crying. Scared because last night “it was blinking outside.” (a.k.a. the lightening woke her up.)
6:52am Deliver diaper bags. J’s bottles in the fridge.
6:55am Race off to work.
6:58am In the building on time by the skin of my teeth.
7:01am Sharing cookies with friends.
7:08am Forgot to sign in.
7:11am Last minute church-related phone call. Standing by a window in the workroom…my room’s like a dungeon. No cells.
7:15am Ding ding ding.
7:20am Brit Lit. Notes on literary works in the Victorian Period.
7:40am Copies: Vocabulary, Chapter 1. 7 pages. 122 copies. Stapled, collated.
7:42am Student presentations on Literary Periods….
8:12am Hello, Mrs. Curtright.
8:16am 9th Grade Lit…other end of the building.
8:23am Powerpoint explaining the Plot Triangle.
8:55am Word Clues. Greek and Latin roots. Woohoo!
9:19am 9th grade team meetings… The guy next to me has awesome trail mix!
10:12am Quick hallway conference about 2 students and the HS graduation writing test.
10:15am Tutoring 8 freshmen.
10:22am All these kids need help with math. Bless their hearts if I’m the only help they get…what’s a function again? (I need Kent!)
10:32am ESOL Paperwork
10:38am Math 1 sucks.
11:40am “Why do I need my agenda book to go to the bathroom?” “Because that’s the rule.” “Why? Who will know if you don’t actually sign it?” (Seriously?)
11:06am Quick check of the childcare cameras.
11:08am Two new students today…no English, no transcripts…”How old are you?”…no answer.
11:15am World Lit w/Mrs. Curtright. Today’s Journal: Write about a teacher who wasn’t very understanding.
11:31am Reading “Eleven” by Sandra Cisneros.
11:40am Visiting the $3 salad bar…mixed greens, chick peas, cheese, craisins, and hard boiled eggs.
11:44am Lunch and conversation w/Mrs. Curtright.
12:03pm Finding similes in a short story.
12:33pm Off to the daycare to feed the little truffle. *favorite part of the day*
1:10pm I got to change him!
1:15pm Race back to school, answering some church-texts in the parking lot before going back in…
1:20pm Call to check on Child #1, who went home sick from school.
1:30pm Translating a biology worksheet on the scientific method and the life cycle of plants.
1:46pm Reading the first two chapters of “Forged by Fire” by Sharon Draper aloud…seems like a good novel!
2:30pm Ding ding ding!
2:47pm Chatting it up with my 70+-year-old custodian.
3:08pm Gathering up the chulrens. #3 screams half the way home.
3:32pm Baby feeding, then Oprah. Accidentally fell asleep for about 10 minutes. Dang it.
4:35pm Bathing #2.
4:50pm Unloading & reloading the dishwasher.
5:30pm Feeding the monkey.
5:43pm Headed to the mall with the trailer to pick up furniture & storage cabinets for the new church facility. Working on my laptop while Nick drives.
7:12pm Chick-fil-A drive thru. So much for cooking this week…
7:55pm Home, visiting with the in-laws. Child #2 goes to bed, 1.5 hours late.
8:15pm Returning Texts.
8:35pm Sending husband to Publix with a list…and coupons. Got to make sure I have the stuff I need to make several cakes and 60 custom cookies this weekend.
9:10pm Checking #1’s homework. She should have been asleep 40 minutes ago.
9:15pm Feeding again.
9:38pm Finally getting to emails.
9:41pm Taking a break b/c Jax is smiling at me and I can’t help but flirt with him.
9:45pm Checking on a friend.
9:48pm Quickly publishing this blog, about to bathe #3. Then answering more emails, revisiting the move-in schedule at the church. Still need to pack lunches, but I’m not in the mood. ☺ Think I’ll get up at 4:30am instead.

Repeat. ;)

Authenticity, ParentingAugust 10, 2009 10:33 pm

When you’re two there’s no differentiation between real and fake.
We walked into Hobby Lobby after school today and Tanner exclaimed, “Look at those trees over der, mommy! God made them!”
After a short pause to ponder my response I replied, “Yes He did, Tanner!”
“They’s got lights in them! I wanna touch it!” Homegirl was pumped. She must not remember that we had one last year. So we shopped for 30 minutes, and the entire time she repeated excitedly, “Mommy, can we have a Christmas tree at our house?!?” “Sure, honey.” “God made those Christmas trees!”
Um…yeah. Completely mesmerized.
We went to “see the Christmas trees” 3 times while we were in the store, and she even stopped to pet them.
Looks like Christmas will be fun this year. :)
(And apparently God makes plastic trees.)

Authenticity, Parenting 10:16 pm

It’s hard to believe Katelynn started 4th grade today. Well…it is, and it’s not. Sometimes it seems like she should be in 9th grade. She borrowed Nick’s phone after school so she could text me about how her day was. The low-down? She was starving at lunch because she was too nervous to eat breakfast, so she was glad I hid some M&M’s in her lunch box. (Yes! Cool mom points.) The agenda books at her new school have hologrammed covers, which is rockstar. She met some new friends, and thinks 4th grade will be awesome because “you GET to have an hour and a half of homework!” (um…yeah. totally excited. for real.)

I’m stoked about her being in 4th grade because I loved 4th grade…mainly because we went HERE for an overnight field trip and it was by far my favorite elementary school memory. I figure Katelynn will make the transition easily…she’s extremely outgoing, and it can’t hurt that her dad’s the hot P.E. teacher. ;)
[The fam at registration day…]

Looks like this little monkey’s gonna fit right in!

Authenticity, Parenting, RandomnessAugust 5, 2009 11:23 pm

Tanner and Jaxson started school today!
Both of them had a great day, and it only took us about an hour and 50 minutes to get out of the house. Ha.
Tanner woke up saying, “Time for school! Time for school! Need a hairbow!” and she was sooo excited.
In her words, “I see my free-ends!”
She loves her friends, and loves to tell me all about them…individually…by name…the whole way to school.
She also loves her teachers, and was very excited about a new felt-board character in her class named Joe.
“Joe says we sit dah-oown.” (Is that all it’d take to get her to sit in her chair in a restaurant? a felt board?!?)
She told me she got to visit her “bruh-ver” and “I kiss him!” and hallelujah, she even took a nap on her mat. And she reminded me that “we don’t push our free-ends” because “that’s not nice….have to be ni-ice” (Awesome.)
Still not sure why she pronounces so many single-syllable words with two syllables… a lil’ country, I suppose. (?)
Jaxson took several naps today and enjoyed being loved on by his teachers, and they claim he didn’t cry all day… :) He probably liked it because no one was screaming in his ear, climbing on his head while he was eating, or stealing his paci and running off. We are so blessed to have such phenomenal childcare providers. And here’s where I guess I’m supposed to act like I was so distraught that I cried in the corner all day…but I’d be lying. I mean, of course I missed them. But…I didn’t mind being alone for a while. Even if I could hardly stay awake through the meetings because I slept about 2-3 hours the night before!
The littlest Moon Team scholars:

Authenticity, Parenting, RandomnessAugust 2, 2009 8:13 pm

The little man is now 8 weeks old. It’s gone by too fast. He’s now smiling and cooing, and it melts my heart. :) We’ve tried tummy time, which is really hard!

He found his thumb, which is very fun to slurp on.

He gives great hugs, and has inquisitive eyebrows. Must mean he’s smart. :)

He likes to watch the Food Network with the fam…that’s mama’s boy!

And his favorite thing, by far, is having conversations with his Papa!



He’s going to school like a big boy on Wednesday…it’ll be hard for all the girl babies to stop drooling over him! Literally. :D

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